I don't know what I'm looking forward to more, my 21st birthday or Dave Matthews Band on June 5th.  Is that sad?

To walk within the lines

Would make my life so boring

I want to know that I 

Have been to the extreme

So knock me off my feet

Come on now, give it to me

Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?

Is it enough to breathe?

Somebody rip my heart out

And leave me here to bleed

Is it enough to die?

Somebody save my life

I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

I feel like I'm so lost.  I don't know what else to do to make myself feel better.  I can't just be positive like Nate is all the time.  I have no idea how he does it.  

So, sometimes I feel like I have to write things down in order to remember things that I have just figured out...

I have plenty of time to take my lab/Q course that I need to graduate...there will be time to take it with Neag courses if I get into the school of ed, if I don't, I'll have too MUCH time, and I'll take it, and if there's no time because of Neag, I'll have an extra summer to take a class.  WOOO!

Spontaneous Neag interview went fine.  Saw the email at 4:23 that I had an interview at 4:30.  Dr. Neelly was pretty understanding, because she sent out the email so late, and I just sat down and talked.  I think it went better that way.  Less over thinking, more truth and honesty and putting on my best face for Neag.  

I think I may actually get in.  Whoa.

(Knock on wood?)

I think I'm going to try to take more pictures and document my life, kind of make this a "day in the life" blog.  Maybe?

I need a hobby.