I have to make it through today til about 8 or 9.

And then tomorrow until about 6. 

And then, maybe then, I can finally feel comfortable.

I'm sure somebody else knows how it feels to be uncomfortable in a space that's supposed to be yours.  Or how it feels to have everything you do scrutinized.  I love how I'm more comfortable hanging out with my boyfriend and his roommate that I am with almost anybody else.  I'm okay with that, though.  

What I would give for it to be 65 degrees out right now.