Thursday, December 9, 2010

50 day challenge?

50 DAY CHALLENGE: Stolen from Nemer, who stole it from some one else.  I have myself pretty much convinced that I can't do anything every day-I give up to easily.  But since I'm online so (unhealthily) often, I figured this was a good place to start and stay dedicated to something.  
(I'm making today Day 1, skip the list to see it at the bottom.)

DAY 1: Introduce yourself  
DAY 2: Make a bulleted list of everything that happened in your day  
DAY 3: Your favorite movie  
DAY 4: A photo of you taken over ten years ago  
DAY 5: A letter to your Crush  
DAY 6: List of what you ate today  
DAY 7: A YouTube video you find funny  
Day 8: A photo of you taken recently  
Day 9: List some of your favorite Tumblrs (Bloggers?)
Day 10: A letter to the person you hate most or caused you a lot of pain  
Day 11: Share your favorite recipe  
Day 12: We want to see your teeth today / Post a self-portrait  
Day 13: Whatever tickles your fancy  
Day 14: A song from your childhood  
Day 15: A letter to someone you wish you could meet  
Day 16: Provide pictures of 5 celebrity crushes  
Day 17: A photo that makes you sad  
Day 18: Set or share a goal  
Day 19: Whatever tickles your fancy  
Day 20: A letter to Someone that changed your life  
Day 21: Your favorite television program  
Day 22: A photo that makes you happy  
Day 23 Share one of your current favorite tunes  
Day 24 Time to face morph /  
Day 25: A letter to someone you judged by their first impression  
Day 26: Favorite books  
Day 27: A talent of yours  
Day 28: Favorite Places to shop   
Day 29: Provide the HEX code of your favorite color /  
Day 30: A letter to the friendliest person you knew for only one day  
Day 31: Whatever tickles your fancy  
Day 32: A photo you took  
Day 33: What you’re craving right now  
Day 34: Your favorite quote  
Day 35: A letter to an ex  
Day 36: Some hobbies of yours  
Day 37: A song that you like to dance to  
Day 38: A photo of your parent(s)  
Day 39: Zodiac sign and do you think it fits your personality  
Day 40: A letter to a deceased person you wish you could talk to  
Day 41: Whatever tickles your fancy  
Day 42: Bad habit(s) you have  
Day 43: A picture of your favorite place in the world  
Day 44: Something that fascinates you and why  
Day 45: A letter to yourself a year ago  
Day 46: Photos of personal things in your life (pets, family, house, ect)  
Day 47: Birthday wish list  
Day 48: A photo of you right now  
Day 49: Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days  
Day 50: A letter to your reflection in the mirror

DAY 1-12.9.10-Introduce yourself 

You probably already know all about the loud, Italian, talkative me.  But maybe there's a bit more.
I talk a lot most likely because I'm nervous.  I also HATE silence-more than anything, really.  If people stop talking, I'll bring up anything, just to make some noise.  I actually start getting very uncomfortable in the car if I don't have music on.  When I'm home alone, music is immediately turned on, and I do not walk any amount of distance or work out without my iPod.  
I consider being Catholic an important part of who I am, and I find myself talking about religion more often now, but I also find that I'm very uncomfortable digging really deep into it with anybody.  I think I might be deciding that it's the one thing that I don't really want to talk about with anyone else.  Maybe this is because I've been ridiculed so much in the past for it.
I'm afraid of everything...and that makes me so sad.  And more afraid, really, because I'm worried I will never break out of that fear.
I want everybody to like me, and I want to be friends with everybody.  All I want to do is have fun. 
Give me a pool, a beach, and the ocean, and I'm the happiest girl in the entire world.  I dare you find someone happier than me when I'm swimming in the summer.

I'm doing this to prove I can stay committed to a project that isn't instant gratification.  I'm the type of person that only wants to start a project that I can finish in a day or two.  I'm resisting the urge to post the responses to all 50 of these questions right now, (not literally, because that would be pretty lame) and make myself work on a project that's going to take longer than 24 hours.  Good luck to me.
P.S.  I'm starting p90x soon?  I'm terrified.